Choosing a Final Project Topic Is Terrifying
i have to commit to a final project topic and it's giving me actual anxiety.
not because i don't have ideas. because i have too many ideas and they all seem simultaneously too big, too small, too boring, or too ambitious.
the problem
choosing a project topic feels permanent. like getting a tattoo but for your career.
rational brain: "it's just an undergraduate project, it doesn't define your life."
anxiety brain: "BUT WHAT IF IT DOES."
my options (spiraling)
option 1: continue my summer research (safe, known, probably works)
option 2: pivot to something more trendy like transformers for X (exciting, risky, might not finish)
option 3: find some completely new area that hasn't been explored (delusional, but fun to consider)
option 4: overthink until deadline passes and someone chooses for me
i'm currently doing option 4. it's not a productive strategy.
what my supervisor says
"your project doesn't have to be novel. it has to be done."
this is good advice. i'm struggling to internalize it.
the criteria (theoretically)
a good project topic should be:
- interesting to me (will i work on this for 9 months?)
- feasible (can i actually do this?)
- scoped (small enough to finish, big enough to matter)
- relevant (does anyone care about this?)
- novel-ish (new contribution, even if small)
finding something that hits all five is... challenging.
where i landed (tentatively)
continuing the summer research but narrowing the scope.
instead of "use LLMs for scientific information extraction" (too broad), i'm focusing on a specific type of extraction from a specific type of paper with a specific evaluation framework.
smaller. achievable. still interesting.
my supervisor approved. i can still back out. but i'm committing. mostly.
the meta-lesson
choosing something and moving forward is better than endlessly deliberating.
analysis paralysis is real and it eats time. at some point you have to pick a direction and start walking.
even if it's slightly wrong, you can adjust. you can't adjust from nowhere.
topic selected (probably). now i just have to do the thing. nervous laughter